If every Panic fangirl starts listening to The Snake The Cross The Crown I will commit mass murder.

I do want success for them, they're a lovely band who make great music.
I just dislike the majority of Panic's fans.
They're still called that, right? I know I've been away from the internet for a while.

p.s. I am going to see Placebo pretty soon, Henri and I have two spare tickets that we need rid of. \o/

Now we're kissing on park swings, laughing at our friends, because nothing is over because it never began.

( THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU )

Hit me up.
It's a whole lot better than beating me down.

I'm getting two hamsters. \o/

Okay, this is big for me, because I never had hamsters as a child. I had rabbits that tried to eat each other and then, after that traumatizing experience, a cat, who I love dearly, but he's having a bit of a mid life crisis and is absolutely crazy.

So, any tips? And anyone willing to tell me where I can get a cage for less than £35? I've not got much money!


In unrelated thinking.

Does anyone want to recommend some bands to me?

In return I'll...I'm not sure, I'll do something!

YOU SEE JET. THAT PITIFULLY LOW SCORE.
YEAH WELL THAT'S ME.

FUQ YEAH TOP 200.

BRB DOING A HAPPY DANCE LOL.

Sadly, the title of this post was not written on my internet connector. Turns out that it was very, very fragile, and is now buried in an electronic grave. Along with broken chargers and smashed headphones.

Being a complete genius (this is questionable), I got out a screwdriver, £10 and went and bought a replacement. So, my dramatic (again, questionable) return was ruined by my mother attempting to clean, but will be made real by my skills as an electrician.

Oh, and my two infections and virus are affecting my ability to stay modest. ;D

I've just sat here, since my friends left, listening to music, sat in my Panic hoodie and skinny jeans and I feel remorseful. I've changed so much, and I don't know if it's for better or worse.
Until then, I'll keep my head high and drink my whiskey, keep my thoughts monogamous and my feelings hazy.

Tom and I sat and cuddled on Valentine's day.

Birthdays are awesome.

My friends are so lazy that they got me 20 decks of cigarettes and random pieces of crap from their houses.
I received:
A spoon
80 cigarettes
A bag of crisps
A pen
A penis
Some pubic hair
1200 bells
A little man holding a zoot
32 and a half skins
A lick on the face.

Seriously.
Thanks guys. I love...saliva.

SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW.


(ps. I'm back, bitches. ;D)

i may have a brain tumor.

yes, i'm over dramatic. but this time. you may be able to understand.

i know, i've messed up.
fuck i know i've fucked up so badly fuck fuck fuck

i'm not the same person who left a few weeks ago.
i've not seen a therapist in almost 2 months.
i've been skipping my meds and chain smoking.

i'm so sick now. so incredibly sick and i'm not getting better.


i only care about myself.
forget about me.

I'm seeing Fall out Boy in March :3

\o/

i spelt everything okay though.
i think.
and seriously like i am so sorry sofie and cynthia because i wrote yours while more than slightly tipsy and i think i may have written crap in slanted lines.
and bella. my handwriting is massive lol i fail

it\s just been easier for me to spend the better half ofthis week drunk
and to go out tonight and drink even more
i've got 7 bottles of 5% lager in my bag and they're all for me.

obviously i have various emo reasons for the above, but i don't plan on talking about them just yet
my little break from the internet will end next week after i've talked to myself in the mirror and kicked my own ass into shapeand lost 4lbs

shit parents are in

( that kept me amused for a few minutes )

Cynthia I am going to send you porn.

oww i just fell down the stairs and got concussion ;____;
stupid carpet.

nutjobs!!!

It is opposites and my own ~creation.
It's basically a graphics community and we just got it started today, being the idiots that we are we are having far too much fun messing around and being stupid.
We'll update it often, because both of us have far too much time on our hands, due to us being home every weeknight!

There will be FBR, random bands/musicians, lots of art and photography, general idiocy and probably us doing a lot of things wrong and then pretending it didn't happen.

FRIEND US. >.>

OBAMA!!!!

I may not be American, but this affects everyone, the world over. I feel the right decision has been made, let's hope he lives up to our expectations.

I've not been around for three days now.
Im not sure, Friday came and I was like, "you know what, I want to stay out." I've been so trapped in my head recently that I just wanted to have fun, be stupid.
I had seven boys in my room.
I had one boy lock me in his room and tell me that I was hot as fuck.
Another told me at 4am that he'd always be there for me.
Today I lazed around with my friends, we chatted, I barely smoked, we were slow and easy. Today we all realised why we're friends. It's not by common interest, but there is that, but we all gel and fit so well together.
Then I came home, put some socks on, and smiled for a little bit.
I don't know. Feels like a good weekend. Even if there are people I missed.